Hello everyone. Well, I can honestly say this is something I never thought I would be doing. But here goes. I am mom to two beautiful sons. At this time, I am a stay at home mom. In January of this year my youngest son, who will soon be five, was diagnosed with autism. I think the signs were there all along but we missed them. God knows how but we did. He had some health issues at birth and for a long time I guess I blamed those. It took a complete stranger talking to me and watching Logan for me to get him evaluated. Her suspicions were dead on. Then again it turns out she has twin boys with autism. The first thing I felt when it was offical was my heart breaking into a million peices. Then I thought about unfair this was to us and him. After all the crap he went through to stay in this world with us now this!!!!!!! Some days are good and some are not so good. The small things that typical kids have no problem with are a whole different ballgame when autism is thrown into the mix. You think to yourself, "God this should be so much easier to do!!" But guess what, is usually is not. Hopefully, people who do not live with this on a daily basis can get some idea of what we go through. Also, I may need to vent sometimes. Imagine that!!