Still Feels Strange

It still feels weird to have Logan gone all day. My husband and I went running errands today and had lunch with no kids. In some ways, it is kind of nice. I met my mom in the park this morning after Logan left and went walking. That was nice spending time with her and just talking. She really helped us out Wednesday when we had to take Zach to Louisville for his MRI. She got Logan on and off the bus that day. I am really glad they are able to help out like that. It makes things easier on us sometimes. He has not tried to flip Zach's mattress over since we strapped them together thank goodness. I think he has realized he can't. But I tell you what he is going to have a sore butt cheek for a few days. Tonight was the night for his B12 shot. He was laying across the bed waiting for Daddy to stick him. I was at the foot at the bed putting toys in the toybox. I don't know if he got mad because I was doing so or what. All of a sudden, he jerks while Daddy is giving him the shot. So the needle bent and Logan is going to have a bruise on that cheek. Hopefully, it won't be too bad. I am a weanie and am not the one to give the shots. I could if I had to but right now I don't. We got the results of his heavy metal toxicity test today. Good news and bad news. Initially, his lead level was way higher than it should have been. They think that heavy metal buildup is responsible for some of the behaviors of autism. So today we found out the lead is gone, so that is okay. But his aluminum is higher than she wants it to be. So now we have to try and fix that. Maybe that will help behaviors also. Apparently he had kind of a rough day today. The teacher sent home a note that said he was in trouble most of the day. Maybe he was ready for the weekend!!!!! God bless to all.